Paranoia!

Why did that person laugh,
What did I do that's wrong?
The eyes of people watch only me,
And attack confidence that was never strong.

Why did you just look at me,
Is there something on my face?
Why did you just grimace,
Are my looks in that bad of taste?

I know that your not smirking,
At something other than me.
Eyes down, walking faster,
Please just let me be.

In the elevator I feel,
Your gaze burning me straight through.
Each floor it intensifies,
I'm panicking, what else's new?

I have to act my best,
My imperfection others cannot see.
When will I learn to be perfect,
Is to have others laugh with me?