the first time i arrived
i was doomed from the start.
but one must get back on the horse,
and sweep their past beneath the rug.
the time after that,
held a few seeds of promise.
and they would eventually blossom
in to the springtime of my life.
the third return is quite mixed,
with uncertainty brewing in doubt.
like an eerie calmness before a storm,
as realization halts me like a brick wall.
every summer,
i always hope i can change.
so that when i go back,
i can take a stab at happiness.
2 comments:
Just go for it. Make a change. You can do it. Let the loud, obnoxious kids go their way. You find a place you feel good. It may be outside your comfort zone - you may want to go back sometimes to where you feel accepted. But give everyone a chance to know you and you them. You are amazing,funny and although quiet, have so much to offer and them to you.
learn. thats why i am where i am. i have lost things because of my drive, but in the end i know it will be ok because of what i will gain from the classes.
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