returning to this place of disappointment,
i reflect on how far i've come
and how i managed to forget you,
only to have the memories flood back.
the painful, self-destructive thoughts return
as my chest tightens and i recall
how i thought i loved you,
the warped reality i convinced myself of.
even now, when i know it wasn't real,
i wonder if you ever return here
and think the same thoughts,
or if you've simply moved on.
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