You know those people that are just "born to do something"? That in their younger years find a passion or talent for something and go with it until the day they die?

How about those who always have things go their way? They meet someone they love at a young age, marry them, have jobs that make good money and raise their own kids?

Some people start something and never finish it until it's done. No matter how many years it takes. No matter the struggle and hardships.

Others live lives of excitement. They never stop for anything in particular, whether it be a person they love or a job opportunity they'd have to be crazy to pass up. They have to keep moving because it makes them feel alive.

You know those types of people?

I'm not one of them.

And I guess most people aren't, but I still envy them.

I am a floater, drifting through space, waiting for something to crash in to me. I'd like to think it's long overdue.